Brain Barf

May contain traces of nuts.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Blackhole

I'm in a dark downward spiral. 
But, because I'm me, I don't let people close enough...to ever even know. 
Let alone help.
I don't *feel* suicidal.
I just feel like death is a plausible solution to the problems. 
Its an answer to non-existent solutions.
I think the thing that should really scare me, is that it doesn't scare me.

It's pretty black and white to me.
The mountain is bigger than my available resources.

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Sunday, September 04, 2011

Know

I forgive myself.
In ways no one will ever know/NO!
LIFE is cancer.

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