Brain Barf

May contain traces of nuts.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

No apologies

My religion professor had a great analogy. Everyone has their own personal set of values...But when the boat starts sinking and you have to lose some weight, you find out what you are willing to toss overboard and what your true core values are.
Not too surprising, I am unable to tolerate discrimination....Unless you are a pedophile, abuser and/or George Bush (cuz he can jail my patriot Pangaea ass and as of today bulldoze my home).
Because of *you* I will never be able to work in the ER here again, because I am unable to suppress the legitimate need to stomp your abusing face into the sterile floor.
Job/values.
Values:1 Job:sorta.
Now if I have to become a waitress to support my family, I pray to the empty ceiling that some pregnant person walks into the restaurant and orders alcohol....
Because I've always wanted to paint the lines on the road.

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Mental Indigestion

I was going to delete this useless waste of internet space until.....meh...WTF? No one gives a shit anyway and I need to "barf" occasional.
That being said, I'm not going to make any efforts at grammar, political correctness and/or order.
I was 16, pregnant and being hidden away in Salt Lake City so as not to *shame* my Mormon family in happy valley.
My older sister and I were sharing an apartment on Quince Avenue (that my parents paid for, kinda like hush money, although no one could convince the landlord that we weren't a Lesbo couple.)
My oldest daughter was created on a diet of Ramen and Macaroni noodles and I a grew a spine and found my soul on Quince avenue.
I went from deciding to have an abortion, to giving "it" up for adoption to....Six months pregnant and feeling HER move for the first time.
Thirteen years and some months later, my first reason for living is in Disney Land and I miss her (but not so much her attitude, I don't know WHERE she gets it from) like a toothache.
Any honest mother will tell you that there is something different and special about a first born.
Tomorrow/Today my newborn babies turn six.
I am a Mom, or Wow as my boys spell it (with no correction from me).
I am a MOM.
I feel free to suck donkey ass in every other aspect of my life except that.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Rafting the DeNile.

Finals week is just plain fun.
I'm studying right now.
I aced my Comprehensive Biology final today.
I'm fully prepared for my Psyche final tomorrow.
My house is spotless.
I always tell the truth.

Monday, June 06, 2005

b flat

I'm finally learning, that if I only play the notes...I miss the music.